What this song means to me

​A song about letting go and understanding that moving forward truly means understanding that you can't fight to get something back that you never had.

​In my case a home when coming from a broken one.

You can find something new and that can be how you imagine it to be. Life is not a perfect fairytale, it takes work and a lot of energy and inspiration and loss to get to where you want to be but it's worth it because it's real and you actually can have an impact on the present and your future.

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I've been crying, hoping, waiting for
another way
hiding behind what I lost
yesterday
Looking for a way to go
home again
praying it would be there when I'ld arrive

But I realize it's 
further than I ever thought
Far away from me

Something untouchable
and yet I try to reach
 
What can I do
Holding on to you 

Seems like
I should hold on to 
whatever comes my way today
'cause nothing will ever lead me
back to where I've been
Yesterday is gone 

Now what can I do
Holding on to you

​'cause I've been crying, hoping, waiting for
another way
hiding behind what I lost
yesterday
Looking for a way to go
home again
praying it would be there when I'ld arrive

Seems like
I should hold on to 
whatever comes my way
today
'cause nothing will ever lead me
back to where I've been
Yesterday
it is gone!!!

Now what can I do
​Holding on to you!?
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Written by Kimberley Ceulemans
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