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Shattered, right now!!
Written 3rd March 2022
A little framing: You know I wanted to make a video, but it didn't work out that way. I had 7 days of rest since I decided that enough was enough. Since I realized that the only one fighting my battle, is me. Since I became okay with that, because although I am fighting it alone, I am not, and I never will be again. And I realized only at that point I actually started fighting, by letting go off what I thought I needed, wanted or even deserved. And that freed me.
It also frees me from doing what I think I should be doing. Today I didn't get to finish a video, I did get to record it, and I have prepared my in and out credit and a picture fitting to me. I most def. took it when my life as I knew it was completely shattered, and all I was left with was right here. I had no idea, and I still don't, where I am going. The picture I ended up using I took while I was waiting to get my address changed! I have been here, right here, ever since, still shattered though, heartbreak is...
It also frees me from doing what I think I should be doing. Today I didn't get to finish a video, I did get to record it, and I have prepared my in and out credit and a picture fitting to me. I most def. took it when my life as I knew it was completely shattered, and all I was left with was right here. I had no idea, and I still don't, where I am going. The picture I ended up using I took while I was waiting to get my address changed! I have been here, right here, ever since, still shattered though, heartbreak is...
Side note
It was called "Scattered, right now!!" until today 2.03.2022,
when it became "Shattered" without a doubt...
scattered
/ˈskatəd/ adjective
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shattered
/ˈʃatəd/ adjective
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